I'm so sorry for your loss. My father passed away in 1992 and I still think of him often, but now it's more wistful than anything, like I wish he'd been able to meet my husband or see my kids.
I know it is hard, REALLY hard, but even though right now it might seem like you'll never come to terms with it, you will. I am not sure that we ever 'get over' the death of a loved one, but we definitely get THROUGH it.
