[mechurchlady]

I got the van on Saturday and have 10 days to turn it in.
It is Tuesday for 5 minutes and still not gone.

Realtor finally contacted me with offer of help. Facebook, boards, neighbors, family, friends are not helping despite begging. Pastor and wife helped an hour, wow, she is organized and I gave her free rein. I am filling up Eleanor with boxes of my stuff and stuff from the pantry. Pastor's wife said no more book tossing, make neat piles. I am slowly bagging up toys and books to put in the truck. Nothing big is out yet but am getting small things sorted and packed. Got suitcases for clothes and am dumping dirty and clean clothes together, got to do laundry later as I want out NOW.

Everyone but the church has let me down, thanks for nothing. No more gifts, donations, candy sales, rides, or anything. I was going to donate to several boards but stopped that as why donate to anyone not helping me. Bite Market may send me a care package since I cannot get there. Got me a step ladder. Gina will drive over with goodies ifr I ask her, she was the one who brought cupcakes to the funeral.

I want to be on the road and heading east, so much Disney, friend, love to find on the road and in Orlando. I am crying and cold like usual because of low sugars and my nose hurts from food reactions. When will I be free bird? WHEN? Tired of praying, begging, wishing, and hoping. So tired.